Greg EVASON
if this thought rooms and rumors
if it is this thought that it is rumored to be then I might feel that
I was this personal thing that could get away with anything but it
wasn't a kind of mischief it was more a kind of mission to penetrate
the cosmetic cosmos and get to some real thing that might be beyond
experimentation and might just be the thing that was what it was and
I just started to get up earlier in the morning and it took me a long
while to realize that I was supposed to get to work at that time and
that my days of living all night until early in the morning and then
getting up around noon were over
and I shed a tear for the loss of those late nights of agony
text thirty seven
just writing and waiting and repeating myself
just writing and waiting and repeating myself
this is no way to live
we need to get out of here as soon as possible
but we must have patience of course
patience, patience, patience,
I'm dying in this dump