Alan CATLIN

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The 37 Dreams of Franz Kafka 

"Kafka had thirty-seven dreams in his life 
and only one concerned sexual activity." 

-Anne Carson 

are cinematic as slow motioning- 
the lost art of silences filmed, 
captioned in white caps-short subjects- 
he dreams- a cabaretist ragtiming 
banded in half-timed light-keys to 
locked mining veins-a heart breaking, 
pulse jamming dream of tigers, 
many faceted beasts woven from 
the tapestries of abandoned monastery 
walls-he dreams-the eel dreams, 
the arachnid dreams-the one where 
scorpions scream-cross cutting dreams- 
scores a mimetic music for pits dug 
deeper than a man's stuffed head totem 
polling as he digs his way further under 
ground deeper than the blood slickened 
cows-unsure as he proceeds whether 
to read inscriptions on the walls or to be 
as blind men are, always groping for the dark. 





Dreamscape with Xylophone 

Couched by a pitched waste 
of black, an off-center view, 
hedging, dissolving at the edges, 
a near failure of footlighting, 
overheads, interiors:the performance 
master is a shapeshifting colluder 
with shadows-his nearly withheld Art- 
those bonethin, fleshless arms contained 
by-shiny with age-formal wear, meta 
carpals resolved to hold the rigid 
weighted sticks for turning metal 
keys into music, to resound, make 
magic with that balanced board 
for playing-sheen polished-reflective
light cast up to reveal shielded 
by membranes, stained glass eyes 
a pallorous, dimming wane of light 
mirroring the funereal lowing, 
the lost resolve of notes. 

 

Impossible Landscape with Common Crows 

An arrangement of fruit has no 
center of gravity, no resting place 
to root them in the artist's eyes- 
falling as they are as if hurled 
from great heights, these damaged 
pears, bruised apples, misshapen 
bananas, black cherries cored to 
the pits, seedless grapes partially 
skinned, discolored fruit exposed- 
all plummeting through a nebulous 
emulsion, a dull, almost colorless, 
almost lifeless medium-an indefinite 
place for a sudden abundance of 
common crows invading- their black 
beaks open as if to snare plunging 
fruit or to speak among themselves 
of the unspeakable; this uncertainty 
of place-neither up nor down-all 
their hapless fluttering will neither 
alter nor amend their condition.